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Anonymous asked: are you high right now?
No. Although I do wish I was, wait no I wish I was asleep. That way I don’t have to feel or think or deal with anything.
The sirens outside are making me nervous.. I hate that sound. Makes my heart drop to my stomach till I know they are not coming for me.
I literally have no idea what to do now. I have no home, no friends, no nothin.. I fucked up everything I had. There is no going back. I should of known it was going to happen.. I fell.. & instead of picking myself back up I kept falling. Now I have finally hit the bottom.. & the bottom don’t feel so well. It’s horrible, heart renching, lonely. I’m coming down, only slept about 4 hours in the past 3 days. I feel like shit. I want more shit (dope). How did I ever let myself get this far?